My story isn't very long. I have had testicular cancer twice. Once in 2005, and once in 2010. Both times resulted in the loss of a testicle. I now have none. I cannot have children now, and since the testosterone medicine is so expensive I do not take it. I guess I am glad I am still alive, but with my Bipolar Disorder and all I struggle to see a point left in life. I do not try to engage in a relationship because what would be the point. I have lost most of my muscle mass and am now pretty weak compared to how I used to be. That being said, I am also afraid I will develop another form of cancer. Anyway, I guess that is all. Told you it wouldn't be very long.