I Was.. Many Yrs Ago

I never thought of myself as ever cheating on someone.. if it was an exclusive relationship, and I never did, until with this relationship. I'm not going into details, and it was many yrs ago, and to this day it still bothers me (haunts me?) that I did this. I don't think we would still be together if I didn't cheat, but no one deserves to have this done to them... why even be with someone if you're going to do this. To this day I am disgusted with what I did. Was it worth it? Hell no.. I can't even fathom what I put her thru when she found out.. We were having serious problems, but that still is no excuse to do this. It was a selfish act that I will regret for the rest of my life
telestrat telestrat
46-50, M
1 Response Dec 5, 2012

She found out the hard way, and she knows that I really do regret what I did. I am really disgusted with myself for doing that. Its been a very long time since it happened, and took me a long time to try to figure out the real reason(s) why i did that.
N We are still good friends to this day. Nothing more, nothing less