I'm Just A Horrible Person

I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years, we used to have this amazing relationship but for some reason I get bored very easily. I don't kno how to let someone go, I kno I have feelings toward him but I'm weak when I get tempted by other people. During the summer I partied a lot and then this one night I got stuck at someone's house and there was one bed left, me and my best friend(boy) slept there and ever since then we kind of got closer. Then I made the mistake, I got drunk and had sex with him. Then after we started having sex without the drinking. It became more of a usual thing to us, even our clique knew but my boyfriend never found out. I feel horrible that I've done this but for some reason I can't help it. I don't like to lie to him but I always have trouble letting go. I kno, I'm a cheating ******* :/ but I can't help it
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Jan 17, 2013