What Have I Done!
Recently, I started getting really close to my best friends boyfriend and one night a few weeks ago he came over to my house because we just wanted to see each other, I didn't think anything would happen, but it did, we slept together. I told my friend that we had pulled and she went balistic, I couldn't tell her what had actually happened. A couple of weeks later she found out from various people and not surprisingly she won't talk to me.
I have always been really jealous of her being the person that always gets boyfriends and has everything, and I think just the chance to be like her completely took over me.
Everyone blames the whole thing on me though and not on her boyfriend, because everyone believes that he was really drunk at the time. I really want them to know he wasn't but at the same time I don't want to get him into trouble. Also he's cheated on her with another of her friends yet they still blame it all on me.
I really don't know what to do I have lost all of my friends over a stupid thing and its horrible.
Please don't leave any horrible comments I know what I've done and I regret it so much.