My Mother Let A Man Rape Me When I Was 10 Years OldWhen I was born my parents were in the process of getting a divorce. It wasnt long before my mother found someone else to take my fathers place. The knew man named Paul was in my mothers life for about 13 years total before they finally broke up.
Paul had more than one girlfriend, I guess you could say he was a pimp... By the time i was 9 years old i had changed skewls atleast 8 times. When i turned 10 for some reason we all up and moved to Las Vegas Nevada. I never could understand why. Now that I'm older I get the picture. You see.... Everyone around me and the people i grew up around all did drugs. Im not talking about JUST marijuana. There was crack, cocaine, Meth, Heroine, and a lot of alcohal abuse. It was painful watching my mother do this to her self. Eventually she was so far gone she forgot about me... It was christmas eve in Las Vegas. My mom was prostituting at this time and on this night she made alot of money and all my mother wanted was to buy some more drugs. Paul her boyfriend said that if she wanted any crack, that she would have to let him have sex with me. Sadly she did. My mother woke me out of a dead sleep around 3am and pulled my underwhere down and said "this is for my own good" Everything happend so fast. Paul covered my mouth so no one could here me scream...and my mother watched him have his way with me :'( Its still a nightmare to me to this day. To the girls my age, please be careful and dont let anyone take advantage of you. Your life is YOUR life and should never be taken from you.