Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

Shadow Of A Child.

I've started writing, to help me come to terms with the abuse I experienced as a child and thought I'd like to share with others.This is one I wrote to one of my abusers titled SHADOW OF A CHILD.


You taught me how, to satisfy a man
At eight years old, in the back of your van,
You taught me how, to feel like a ****
At the age of nine, in your pig pen hut,
You paid me at ten, for services rendered
While being a good Dad, how well you pretended,
You finally took me, on the living room floor
At twelve years old, you made me your *****,
And while breaking me in, you smashed my soul
Leaving me incomplete, miserable, un-whole,
Time has rolled on, but your actions remain
You're still in my life, like a big dirty stain,
You killed back then, who I was meant to be
Leaving behind, a shadow of me.
kath2010 kath2010 46-50, F 5 Responses May 29, 2011

Your Response

Cancel

I'm sorry he took so much from you, but it is up to you to decide what you want to be and go for it. It won't be easy, but I know that you can do it. You are a survivor. Hugs love2day

So sad. I hope you find yourself. So much has been stolen from you. God is there. He really is. He hurts when we hurt. Although, it must not seem like it to you. We wonder how God could let these things happen, but as sure as there is a God, there is a Devil. God will equalize all in the end. I believe that with all my heart.

so sorry

Ouch!!!! I'm so sorry these things happened to you, kath: what a relief it must be to have such a talent for writing and actually get your feelings out in the open. I've tried for years, and just can't do it the way you do. If there's ever anything I can do, even just someone to vent at, please pm me!

Ouch!!!! I'm so sorry these things happened to you, kath: what a relief it must be to have such a talent for writing and actually get your feelings out in the open. I've tried for years, and just can't do it the way you do. If there's ever anything I can do, even just someone to vent at, please pm me!