Shadow Of A Child.I've started writing, to help me come to terms with the abuse I experienced as a child and thought I'd like to share with others.This is one I wrote to one of my abusers titled SHADOW OF A CHILD.
You taught me how, to satisfy a man
At eight years old, in the back of your van,
You taught me how, to feel like a ****
At the age of nine, in your pig pen hut,
You paid me at ten, for services rendered
While being a good Dad, how well you pretended,
You finally took me, on the living room floor
At twelve years old, you made me your *****,
And while breaking me in, you smashed my soul
Leaving me incomplete, miserable, un-whole,
Time has rolled on, but your actions remain
You're still in my life, like a big dirty stain,
You killed back then, who I was meant to be
Leaving behind, a shadow of me.
kath2010 46-50, F 5 Responses 5 May 29, 2011