Tired Of Doctors And Pills

One of the things that I struggle to get through is my guilt, because of me I feel my parents will die unhappy. Unfortunately due to this guilt, apparently I am once again going through depression. At least this is what my new psychologist tells me. I'm guessing she's right as I find no enjoyment in anything. What makes me feel even worse is the medical bills. Last year when I ended up in hospital I had to use all my savings just to pay off the debit. And yes, I am on a medical aid but mental health isn't apparently not covered very well. It's amazing you feel fragile and you still got to deal with all this. I go to the coldest psychiatrist that I hate but to change I have to pay R1500 cash!! I'm only a teacher it's crazy!! Just feel you can't win and it just keeps adding to make you feel awful.
allygobbles allygobbles
26-30, F
3 Responses May 25, 2012

Get a copy of Kevin Trudeau's book, "Natural Cures 'They' Don't Want You to Know"; it explains a broad variety of issues including some matters irrevelant to medical issues. It explains one simple truth, the medical and drug pros are out to exploit the poor so they can built up their portfolios in the USA and elsewhere.<br />
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Also, try chiropractors in your area; and if you can find one, patronize a clinic that accepts only cash (yes, credit cards and checks) and rejects insurance settlements.

I hear you!

Don't ever loose hope. Keep on fighting. You are not alone in this and you can beat it. My wife is exactly in your same situation. It is difficult. But your life matters. Never forget that