Worthless And StupidMy stepdad always had a really bad temper, he used to be a meth head so i guess that would be expected. He was in my life ever since I could remember, always beating on my mom and then beating on me whenever she wasnt there. Sometimes she'd blame stuff on me and my siblings so she wouldnt get hit. One day when I was 5 he punched me and broke my nose,it made a big bloody mess and I finally thought my mom was going to leave him but she just asked him to hit me somewhere else.He always belittled me and told me how stupid I was. When I was 13 Ifinally
hit him back and I didnt care that he totally ****** me up after. It just felt so amazing to grow a pair of balls and hit him back. He ****** me up so bad and choked me out that he got scared and called the cops on himself. That was the last I ever saw of him. It still bothers me though that ahole has had such an impact on my life. Im socially awkward and cant stand it when guys touch me. I also have control and abandonment issues. My mom left me to go live with him for a year but whatever that ***** can go **** herself too.