Abuse Never Stops Until You Stop It

never stops never never never until you rise up and say this is enough. go away you can not be with me any more. I was abused as a child and the pattern continue until the pain became so unbearable i didn't want to live any more. i had no self esteem. i had no self worth but i will i will i will. who is God? why why why why why why why i have study so many philosophies and all point to one solution working out your own problems. self work self love self hate self being. now i am a wake now i want a better life with someone, first myself, who regards me. the acid test! do i have anything to bring to the table yes i do and you my husband are not going to be a part of my life you are not going to be here with me I am shutting the door on you because you are a taught abuser. no more the less contact i have with you the better.
ez2u ez2u
56-60, F
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

Best of luck to you, you are beautiful and deserve only the best, never take or be second best, you are worth the effort, a wonderful creation!!!!