I Survived But It Still Kills Me Inside

I was always different. I never fit into the Christian lifestyle of my parents. I refused girl clothes despite by body being that of a female. I refused to be a happy housewife who lived only to please her man. I have always dreamed of marrying a woman. I was not what my parents wanted and represented what they hated. So when they realised they quickly tried to 'beat it out of me'. Every day was hell and I learnt quickly. Learn the rules, how to heal yourself with stolen supplies, steal etc. I was told I was among other things a *****, loser, never going to amount to anything, accident, liar,ugly and fat. I still am haunted by this despite my confidence.
drakneko drakneko
26-30, T
Jan 7, 2013