Kinda In the Closet.....
My story is not unlike many others. I'm still closeted with family and even my best friend! Everyone I've met in the last 3 years knows I'm gay, but its much harder to tell family and my bff. I just cannot tell my grandparents. They're old school and would not understand. My Grandma even wanted me to sign a petition to ban gay marriage! I've decided my grandparents will never know.
I have told a lot of my childhood friends that I'm gay. However, my "bff" is kinda a homophobe and I suspect that she's at least bi. As kids we had discussions of how "everyone was gay." Moreover, she's too obsessed with gayness not ot be gay.
Now I have a gf and she came to Europe to visit me and we stayed with my sister, with her posing as my best friend. I'm really not that close to my sister and I thought coming out wasn't worth the trouble. I know I can't continue on, with some knowing and some not. I feel soo much better not living a lie. I think I have to tell my bff. However, I know our relationship will change, but if she's my bff, she should know all of me. I can't keep my relationship from her anymore.