I am an average looking girl who has a boring life. I've been hiding inside the closet and now I realized that I've been depriving myself the chance of loving and being loved by someone. I am an introvert and it's quite difficult for me to open up with anyone. I've never been in any kind of relationship. I'm keeping myself distant from everyone for fear of exposing my true sexuality. I used to think that I can continue my life like this and be happy but now I can't help but feel envious whenever I see people being happy in their relationship. I'm sad. My heart is longing for someone. My life is undeniably incomplete and everyday I ask myself a hundred times what am I living for. There is nothing memorable in my past, nothing valuable in my present and I fear that there is nothing for me in the future. I have a loving family and I am thankful for that but I want to experience what it feels to have someone who I can call mine and who would call me hers. I want to hold hands with the person who thinks I am beautiful and appreciates everything about me and I will love her dearly. I know there is no guarantee but I'd like to believe that there is someone meant for me and hopefully I will find her soon.