Never expected to be almost 21 and so lost in my own world. Ive been with my boyfriend since I was 17 and love him even though I no longer yearn for physical attention from any man. I know I desire a women but have never been with one because I don't want to be unfaithful. I feel like one day I will explode and run from everything.
deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 17, 2012

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Yeah hun,

i definatley know where your at in your life,

only difference in our siuations is that im actually married to mine,

and much the same as you, i cant bring myself to cheat or leave him and i definatley get that feeling like if i dont do one or the other one day im gonna go crazey.....

its such a catch 22, be faithful to him or be true to you???

very difficult one, drop me line any time you wanna talk anyway.