Never expected to be almost 21 and so lost in my own world. Ive been with my boyfriend since I was 17 and love him even though I no longer yearn for physical attention from any man. I know I desire a women but have never been with one because I don't want to be unfaithful. I feel like one day I will explode and run from everything.
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1 Response Jun 17, 2012

Yeah hun,<br />
i definatley know where your at in your life,<br />
only difference in our siuations is that im actually married to mine,<br />
and much the same as you, i cant bring myself to cheat or leave him and i definatley get that feeling like if i dont do one or the other one day im gonna go crazey.....<br />
its such a catch 22, be faithful to him or be true to you???<br />
very difficult one, drop me line any time you wanna talk anyway.