Troubled

So, I'm in my mid 20's and I've been with my boyfriend for about 5 years. I love him very much, but I'm starting to think only as a friend. We have a decent sex life and I enjoy having sex with him, but I never feel completely passionate about him. For years I've known I am attracted to women, and my boyfriend knows this too. I don't want to lose him, but I do want to test out these feelings I have. A few years ago I fooled around with a female friend of mine and it was very erotic. I didn't have feelings for her other than a physical attraction, and I'm pretty sure she's not all that into women, so it never happened again. Now I've become close to another friend of mine and I think I'm falling in love with her. I love being around her, she's adorable, smart and sexy. Yet, I'm almost positive she has no attraction towards women as she's only ever been with men and she's just recently started dating a guy. I haven't told her I'm bi, or about my feelings for her. Sometimes I believe she's interested in me because of the way she looks at me and sort of flirts with me, but other times I don't get that vibe at all. I'm really troubled over all this, and don't really know what to do.
Thanks for listening!
ASZG ASZG
22-25, F
1 Response Dec 8, 2012

try speaking to ur bf about ur attarction and wanting to try women and sex. awso - flirt and joke with ur female freind about u and her n see her reaction - take it from there