Funny Thing Called Life..
I am a almost 40-ish soon to be divorced mother of three who had her world rocked about 10 years ago when I met my soul mate, my best friend. And sadly enough, after about a year of this wonderful friendship I realized I was in love with her. It just hit me like a ton of bricks after a day of goofing off at the beach with her and my kids that I loved her. I truely loved her. This woman has gotten under my skin and has wrapped herself around my heart and I have been scared to death for years since. I am entering a new chapter of my life and all I can think is how much I want to start that chapter with her. And what makes this so damn hard is knowing how much she loves me. She talks about us and our bond and love in the moast amazing way. She calls me her soul mate and says she wants us to grow old together like two old spinsters. She refers to my kids as "our" kids. I am not a fool, I know these are just words and I don't think she feels the way I do. But deep down in the depth of my heart I can't help but hear a small voice ask "what if?".