Feeling Sad.I'm feeling alone in my struggle...I acknowledge my sexuality and all and I'm not necessarily scared, but no one I know has been in my shoes...a lesbian, married, and while I love my husband I can't be intimate with him. That's what I need, intimacy! But I don't want to cheat or leave him. I have no idea what to do. I'm feeling lost. Sad.
Even if I accept and come out with my sexuality the truth is...
I wanna be close to my husband but I am just not physically attracted to him...or any man.
Sometimes I just cry.