Feeling Sad.

I'm feeling alone in my struggle...I acknowledge my sexuality and all and I'm not necessarily scared, but no one I know has been in my shoes...a lesbian, married, and while I love my husband I can't be intimate with him. That's what I need, intimacy! But I don't want to cheat or leave him. I have no idea what to do. I'm feeling lost. Sad.
Even if I accept and come out with my sexuality the truth is...
I wanna be close to my husband but I am just not physically attracted to him...or any man.
Sometimes I just cry.

KLynnMarie KLynnMarie
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 3, 2013

I know exactly how you feel! I'm just accepting who I am at 38 with three teenagers and a husband I love very much. I crave intimacy and feel lonely often. I wish I had the answer for you but just know there are many others out there going through the exact same thing. I hope you connect with someone on here that can give you support and help you find peace in your situation.

Thank you.