I Think I Am...

Well, here I post on another of these similar groups.  I have been reading lesbian experiences today and am so hot.  I watched lesbian **** with my husband last night, and that is the only kind of **** I like - actually, I LOVE it.  I have dreams and wake up so aroused about kissing another beautiful girl everywhere!  I would love to have a quiet, safe lesbian experience!!!  But, I am baffled about the community, since where I live it is only cool to be a lesbian if you look like a boy...?  I am not attracted to butch girls, but want to make love to a beautiful, hot, sensual, attractive female.  Does that make me not a true lesbian/bi?  Well, I am off to read more experiences.  Ah, I love this site!

AKM31 AKM31
41-45, F
9 Responses Feb 12, 2009

get in touch would love to share lots lindseyfortvilley@yahoo.com

I doubt that you actually know what it's "cool" to be as a lesbian in your community. And if those lesbians look like boys maybe they are boys and you're just confused about that too. Do the rest of the world a favor and stay at home with your husband. What the world needs now is love, sweet love not fauxmosexuals.

I doubt that you actually know what it's "cool" to be as a lesbian in your community. And if those lesbians look like boys maybe they are boys and you're just confused about that too. Do the rest of the world a favor and stay at home with your husband. What the world needs now is love, sweet love not fauxmosexuals.

I doubt that you actually know what it's "cool" to be as a lesbian in your community. And if those lesbians look like boys maybe they are boys and you're just confused about that too. Do the rest of the world a favor and stay at home with your husband. What the world needs now is love, sweet love not fauxmosexuals.

No, not being attracted to butch lesbians does not make you "not a true lesbian." I understand completely though. I see lots of pictures and stories about femme lesbains, and cute lesbians on the internet, but ... when it comes to real life ... where do they hide?<br />
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I am also only attracted to the feminine girls. (I sort of think, "If I wanted you to look like a guy, I'd just a date a guy instead," but that's just me.)

omgosh, you read my mind! Tooootally my thought! ;D

Butch lesbians are the ones that you can tell are lesbians, that is why ppl automatically think that lesbians all look like butch women. No one can tell if a femm lesbian is a lesbian. So, I am sure there are plenty of beautiful sexy lesbians in your area. You just can't tell coz of the stereotype that you are boxing yourself in. <br />
That being said... Why are you limiting yourself by looking for "lesbians". You want a woman's touch, a beautiful sensual woman that you want to feel the attraction for and what the experience of realizing your fantasies. So, look for a woman. When you are grocery shopping... when you are in the mall... when you are buying cup of joe. You see someone beautiful, take a deep breath, count to 3 and take a second look at her. May be.. just may be, one day she will be taking as second look at you, too. Then if she is not a lesbian... you just turned her into one. :)<br />
Of course this advise is from a person who has named herself INSIDETHECLOSET. And has in occasions looked away when I have found someone looking at me. But that is my issue. Do not be discouraged by Closet Queens like me.

I believe I also suffer from this. I think girl on girl **** is the only type that has ever turned me on. I still haven't had any erotic dreams EVER, male or female although I would love to, and would prefer a pretty girl.

You don't necessarily have to be butch to be a lesbian. <br />
I had only one experience with a girl - she was very beautiful with her silky long blond hair, big blue eyes and incredibly sexy smile. She belonged on the cover of a fashion magazine.

I understand what you mean. I am a lesbian trapped in a man's body.