Well, Only Around My Family.My friends know and all of that. It's just that no one in my family does. Or at least I think they don't. The last time I tried to tell them, let's say it didn't go over too well. Not with them, with me. I freaked out and became really, really depressed. I don't know why, really. My parents, I know they wouldn't like kick me out or anything, but I know that they wouldn't feel the same way for me as they did before, and I can't bear that. I can't bear to know that my parents won't love me the same because of my sexuality. Therefore, I'm holding off telling them until I know in my head that I'll be okay with what will come. I am not emotionally ready to handle it now, but when I am I'm going to tell them. And I really can't wait. Because hiding this inside of me is really beginning to get to me.
Jaggie 22-25 19 Responses 4 Oct 7, 2007