Not Any More. Well Kind Of ... I Guess

Hello humans. :)

Well yesterday i came out to my cousin ( if you are following my story you know who ) . Lately i had being thinking about telling her but i was planning to tell her after she broke up with my friend but then i thought about it and i decided that it was better to tell her once and for all. I am not sure if it was the best thing to do but i did it anyways. She took it very well. KInd of. She cried but she even said she didnt kow why. The funniest part is that when i was about to tell her guess who showed up without being invited? yes. HIm my friend. I was like ooookay this is not the way i was planning for it to be. But i guess it did made it easier. Now thats why i say im out of the closet. Kind of. maybe. Because the most important people to me already know and i dont really care if others know. Is not every ones bussiness to know my sexuallity. Back to her. She said that there is nothing wrong. Cus i told her that i was ashamed and i knew it was wrong. She said she loves me that we are family. That made me feel alot better. ( no sarcasm ) So hopefully she is the last person i have to have '' the talk '' with. Now i do feel better. I know is not right what i feel but atleast i know that i am not lying to any one. Well kinda cus i didnt told her about my crush. But that doesnt matter because i love them both to death. N i wish them the best of happiness. And atleast i know she is going to take good care of him. 

so what do you guys think? am i out already? my family knows ( well not all but the important one ).. my friend knows.  N i know...

Here is the quote that made me decide to tell her.

" Live is too PRECIOUS to worry about STUPID ****, so have FUN, get DRUNK & fall in LOVE say what YOU want to say and do what YOU want to do REGRET NOTHINING && DON'T let people who don't matter BRING YOU DOWN "
scretg scretg
18-21, M
7 Responses Jul 22, 2010

Well I agree with you all here. Good for you scretg! You came out! You are now free like a bird, i think. it is good you have now supporting friends..... Hope you the best.

well idk where dat came from. but money is not everything. Believe me i would know since i am poor. but what does it matter if you have all the money in the world and not the person you love. what does it matter if you have all the money in the world and you know you will die tomorrow. can u even buy a second extra of life from God with all the money?

bullcrap.life is about money....<br />
ONLY money.if you don`t know that you must have money<br />
:(

yeah good point, and sexuality is only one aspect of a person.

yes. But only if ppl ask. because i dont think my sexuality is any of their bussines...

" Live is too PRECIOUS to worry about STUPID ****, so have FUN, get DRUNK & fall in LOVE say what YOU want to say and do what YOU want to do REGRET NOTHINING && DON'T let people who don't matter BRING YOU DOWN " - nice :)

you are out of the closet . you made a great step.<br />
so , what will you do next ?<br />
will you thell other people if they ask you that you are gay ?