My Second Time

Its been a while since I have talked to Anybody about me being gay, I was still in the closest .my sophomore year of high >school was over now and it was summer, so Ive been hanging out with my friends often, and I met this guy name nanatzy, I found out that he was bi sexual, so that made me wanted to be friends with him, so we started talking and I told him about me being gay and everything, and after that we became really good friends, I guess the more I talked to him the more I started to like him, so finally I told him about how in love I was with him. He started laughing and told me he has a boyfriend, so I was disappointed to hear that but it was okay I guess. So Nanatzy told me about his boyfriend whose name was Geno, and he told me I should meet him someday since we all go to the same school, but I never planned on it. I was still crushing on nanatzy for a while, and then one day I heard nanatzy boyfriend geno broke up with him, so I felt bad for him, but he was okay and was getting things back together, but while that happened, I  was talking to Geno, well he started to talk to me, so we both started  talking and became friends, and when I talked to nanatzy  and told him about geno talking to me, he got mad and got jealous . I know I said I wasn’t gonna plan on meeting geno,  but for some reason I did, and when school started for my junior year, I been meeting up with geno all this time behind nanatzy back. I felt bad but I couldn’t help myself from geno he was so amazing to me, so we started dating now, then later on I was talking to nanatzy and he told me why geno broke up with him, he told me that he said he got tired of him and found someone better,  I felt really bad  that moment cuz that person who he was talking about was me,  I was the reason  why geno broke up with nanatzy, then nanatzy was telling me how good of a friend I was to him and how he was in love with me now, but I felt so bad cuz Im going out with his ex behind his back and I don’t love him back that way anymore, then one day when I was with geno, and nanatzy pops out of nowhere, saw us together and saw me with this heart broken face thinking how I betrayed him, but he lefted and nevered talked to me again, I felt bad about myself, but me and geno are still going out..