I'm 42 years old, I live in a rented one bedroom cottage and I'm unemployable because I'm over-qualified for job training schemes and low income jobs and my skills and experience are obsolete and useless and my university degree are in subjects that have no value. I've never had a girlfriend, never had kids and only had one full time job that lasted three and a half years. I tried suicide once but chickened out at the last second (my self-preservation was greater than my will to die). I have no talents and the few hobbies I do have are of no interest to most people and I'm not that good at them. I wrote a novel that only a few people bought. Most people think I'm boring and ugly.