Im Failure

8 out 7 days a week i feel like a complete idiot. Im a horrible employee. My entire family life is a joke. Ive never accomplished anything meaningful. Im broke. Im alone. I have no real friends. And i sometimes drink my problems away. Most days i want to yank out my hair from the frustration but its so short i cant even properly grip it. Other days i just wanna lay in the fetal position and cry all day. I might have cancer which is sad cause its just something else i cant afford. Sometimes i just want to end my life but then i think. Who will feed my dog and so i cant do that. Some people will say its just my ****** attitude that has me stuck in this rut. But honestly im a werido getting fatter as the years go by and well im tired of trying to make things better cause its just so ******* expensive. ****! :).. BLAW!!!
LennonLover LennonLover
26-30, F
3 Responses Dec 15, 2012

I'll be your friend :)

Perving on the emotionally challenged young girls are we now?

I'm very sorry that you are feeling this way. :-(

Pain full existent your living seems a shame ,I do hope you can improve your life over the next 10 years and don't settle for what you have now keep fighting your self to get a better life