Complexities

I never thought i was complicated, when i was younger i mean but now that i've grown up a bit and seen the world in a different light, i see the truth. It's not just me as a person that is complex, it's my entire life that is, which is a huge contributing factor i guess. I'm a weird person full of strange idiosyncrasies that not a lot of people understand. My best friends just take my oddities in their stride (They're used to it by now). I love the rain and the smell of freshly cut grass. I read way more than normal people and at a fast rate too, i love English. I can't wait to move out of home and be somone in the world. My baby sister is half white, i live with white people and i'm indian (Some people find this so weird). There are things i've done that i regret but everyone makes mistakes. I don't like people who are conceited about themselves and i believe personality is better than physical appearance. I have an aversion to boys my age because i think they're mostly too immature. I can't stand the smell of certain porridges and i love to dance even though i can't. My life is crazy hectic full of normal teenage problems and others that i can't even begin to count, but at the end of the day, i don't think i'd change it even if i had the chance.