To Be Or Not To Be...

oh yes, I am complicated.  Even when I try to simplify my life, it's gets more complicated.  I wish I could be simple but my waters run too deep.  I sometimes look at people who are happy with their lot in life and am jealous of them.  But that's just not me, I'm so complicated, I have so many levels inside.  On some levels I am happy but the others are unfulfilled.  Oh, to one day be happy, satiesfied, and fulfilled on all my levels.  That will be a day of rejoicing.  Until then, I take each day step-by-step, wondering which path to take and wondering whether it will lead me where I want to be or where I need to be.  To be or not to be, that is the question......

silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow
41-45, F
2 Responses Mar 4, 2010

In my opinion, people with a melancholic temperament perceive life more deeply and with greater sensitivity. Perhaps you have a melancholic temperament and if you do, you will experience greater depths of joy as well as greater levels of ennui and perplexity.

dam sounds like yer human.....