I Sneak Food In!
I didn't realize that I was an compulsive eater until I had weight loss surgery. A week after my surgery my husband lost his job. I wasn't physically hungry, but oh man...it wasn't fair watching him scarf down the food. Then a separation, going back to school and now trying to find a job. Sadly I have learned how to eat around my pouch, foods that I can eat alot of without getting to full to quick. Yes, I get so full I can't hardly breath.
Things in my life get worse, my eating gets worse. I went and bought a box of pop tarts and sneaked them into the house in my purse. I ate them all in one night, a bag of marshmallows and list goes on and on. I want to stop. I start off so good then by 4 a clock it all falls apart. I am so lost, I feel like I either eat, sleep or cry. Well sadly I can usually eat with out anyone noticing.......
pur5t9zhk7 31-35 3 Responses 0 Jun 2, 2010