I Can't Stop

At times, I just can't stop eating.

Right now I'm not fat, but I'm worried I might start gaining weight to never again lose it. I've been feeling bad for a long time: I have few frineds, I don't see most of them very often, so I feel lonely. That makes me feel sad, so I start eating and I go into a vicious circle where I'm ashamed of the way I look (with some extra kilos and marks on my skin because of the chocolate I eat), so I don't go out. Because I don't go out, I don't meet anybody new, so I still feel lonely. Because I feel lonely, I get sad and eat. Because I eat too much, I'm ashamed of the way I look... and it's like that over and over again. I'd just like to stop eating this much. But I can't.
RedStrawberry RedStrawberry
26-30, F
May 21, 2012