I'm A Paranoid Obesssesive Complulsive Linux Nerd.....

i need help.....i get paranoid a lot......especial when i'm feeling nerdy.......like some one is out 2 get me on my computer, i use Ettercap (Network Monitor Tool kinda like Cain-n-Abel)....and the netstat -tup command to find suspicious IP addresses connected 2 MY pc even though nothing can't touch me because i use Ubuntu Linux let alone a bot net but still i have to get these Foreign IP address that don't belong in my Subnet and i Block all Access with my ufw Firewall Configuration.......because if i don't somehow i feel like it slows down my Internet connection, but i could spend hours on end taking notes on what what websites generate what Random IP's that i don't need to access that website or use it......i get the host name from ettercap and i will google it 2 see if i need it or not.....but sometimes my ufw firewall won't completely block the IP adress and idk if that's because some of them are external or what.......i am such a nerd, i bet no one does this but me......it's so hard 2 understand terminology and names of things like the HDD location (/dev/sda) i'm like really wtf is so complicated it don't bother me that much but it's so hard 2 get used to, it takes time.....theres a lot to remeber if you want your PC running tip top shape and spotless while using linux.....i don't belive in using software 2 improve my OS or my PC i'd rather use the Linux Ternimal......that's why i have such hard time remembering the names of everything because there is so many commands and i'm going through the process of figuring out which ones are useful......like dmidecode whch in most linux distro's shows a lot of specifications.....in very much detail......i just like monitoring my network.......right now i have job working on computers fixing 'em and it's great and all but i don't think the people i work with have the same education or experience as i do so i try 2 hide it and sometimes lie about what i know because it takes 2 long to go into detail, i definitely don't get paid to teach people misc trouble shooting problems or software bugs......omfg im such a nerd........i've always wanted 2 my 360 into a desktop computer and still play video games like i do now but i don't think microsoft would like that extra HDD capacity Mod alone.....you can attach mass storage device BUT the only let you use like 15GB of it????? wtf is the point of that?????........i hate people who threaten 2 ddos me, i use aircrack i can change my mac at any time.......really......
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Jan 28, 2012