I Afraid Of Being Fired, Failing In Life And Trying In General...

I can't count how many times I've spent hours feeling sick to my stomach, just thinking about how things can go wrong for me, thinking about how many things I let go wrong and generally, how hard it'd be to fix what's broken. I hate going into work, going into school or speaking with bill collectors and when I think on it late, I hate that I didn't take care of it sooner, because I have to take care of it now. I keep wishing for a day were I can just be left to my own devices and at the same time, I know, barring a winning lottery ticket- I'm probably not going to get that people free life.   

GesterGhost GesterGhost
18-21, M
Mar 3, 2010