I Got Caught Too
I got caught too. By my parents when I was about 14.
Was lectured about the importance of being a "real man". I clearly remember my heart breaking that night... and I cursed the day I was born as I was crying and screaming in anger and revolt. It was so humiliating and I felt my delicate soul violated so deeply that I thought I wouldn´t bear the pain.
Because I KNEW that I wasn´t doing anything wrong. That´s who I am. Many years later this lady psychologist told me I was "androgynous" in regard to gender and sexual orientation.
Been trying to live with that as I can but I feel it´s time to go to the next level.