Reluctant Black Cuckold
First, let me say I am not a sissy, wear women's underclothes, or have any desire to be feminine. Unlike alot of stories I've seen on other parts of the web, I am NOT inferior in size to most men. I don't go out and procure men for my wife nor desire her to date other men; however after finding out she was indeed screwing other men, I confronted her. To my surprise, she didn't deny it but gave me an ultimatum to either accept it or she would leave me. I love her and couldn't imagine life without her ( only pitiful part), so I agreed she could date other men.
I thought she would continue dating them discreetly, but in the past couple of years, she's started to be more public with her lovers. I often get comments from friends and coworkers about seeing her in different places in the company of men. I try to explain it away as being business, but I don't think they buy it due to circumstances and places she's being seen.
While it eats at me that she's with other men, there is a perverse satisfaction that she is happy and satisfying her needs and desires that I obviously can't. I wish I could say that I was like some others who get off seeing, hearing and participating, but it's not true. I have to know there are others in my similar situation who are cuckolded and don't want to be; yet can't bear thinking of being without their wife. Being black, I know I'm in a minority ( in more ways than one).