I Am a Cuckoldress

I didn't marry David to cuckold him.  I didn't even know what a Cuckoldress was and was not aware of the lifestyle.  David is 10 yrs. older than I am, I'm 34 he is 44.  A few years a go David lost it in the mens department.  He never was the largest I have enjoyed but it was adequate.  When he lost it, well, I lost all interest in sex with him.  I finally admitted I am a size queen and decided size is what I needed.  I love David and we have a fantatic marriage, well except in bed.  I found David masturbatin almost every day because he could not satisby and frankly I had no desire to be around his little thing. 

Desiring to find a solution to our probelem we visited the net and found several sites on male chastity, basically ****** denial and at this point his ************ was way out of hand. And it upset me that he was still haveing fun doing himself while I had nothing.  After a brief discussion, and I mean brief as I had to bring him under control, I locked David in a CB 6000.  He didnt' like it, he griped, he compained, but he wore it.  Initally I let him out once a month to **********.  Now he is locked up for 3 months at a time. 

During all this I found that Davids sexual frustration was gretaly enhanced by the way I dressed, acted and flirted with men, real men with real sexual capabilities.  I aslo noticed how I felt when I flirted with real men in David's preccense.  Excitement, anticipaiton, a longing for good sex, all somehting I hadn't had in over a year. 

After a year of celebacy as I won't even touch Davids little thing ( he is 1" flacid and 3" soft, his version of hard) I told David that I needed real sex.  After being locked int he cage at that time for 3 months he agreed that one of us needed it, and me getting laid would turn him on escpeciall since I hadn't been between his legs in a year. 

I made my sex date with a well endowed male on Adult Friend Finder.  I've was never that excited before and actually David was even more excited for me. He helped by purchase really sexy clothing and heels, and constatnly commented that I had never dressed like this for him.  I told him he didn't have the equipemnt to turn me on and never really had.  This is when I found out the power of humiliation over a inadequate male. Ladies, it is powerful.  The more inadequate I told him he was the more excited he was for me to have a real man.

I will not go into the details, but I've never had sex with a man like I did with Peter.  Never.  This guy took me places sexually I've never been with David or any other man.  I see Peter at least twice a month, sometimes every weekend.  I love sex with him and he has reawakended my dormant sex drive.  David in a strange way aslo is so turned on by this.  But to no avail, as he just can't get it up anymore. 

Since I started dating Peter, David has become very submissive.  David and I had long discussions regarding his sexuality and I reached the conclusing that since he no longer felt like a man, and never could with any woman due to his size, I would feminize him.  He wasn't sure about it all, but agreed to go along because it sexual involvement between us beyond his three month releases. 

I guess all men have a feminine side and it takes a sexul shift as David and I have gone through to see this.  I have tapped into his femineine desires as a replacement for his lost male functionality.  I am teaching David what it is like to be a female.  I started by dressing him and actually due to his physical size and shape he is almost passable.  In a few more months I will be able to take him out and few would notice he is a male.  I've ordered brest growth fullfilment from a place on line that has a great deal of success with male breast growth.  I administer it to Daivd daily and he is now filling a really full B cup nicely.  He is not sure of this but since it does turn me on and satisfies a sexual connedtion between us he is doing it.  Our goal is a full C cup.  While he always wears a sport bra and T-SHirt uner his dress shirts at work, I decide what bra he wears, whether I want the hidden, bouncing as he walks or jutting out like my C cups to.  Always my choice not his.  I find this from of humiliation very successful with fullfilling Davids diminished role in our sex life.  It also really turns me on to watch him struggle with large breast and the looks he gets in public.  This, and the occassinal forced visit to the nail salon, it about all he gets from anyone sexually.  But, as I remind him and he freely admits, with his size he would not be able to find anyone who would have anything to do with him sexually. 

I really do love David and he loves me as well.  This is just our way of dealing with reaching each other on what ever sexual level we can while fulfilling our selves sexually with others in my case and my total domination and cotrol over him in his case.  It works for us. 

Jade and Jack