Just Some Feelings

The Scars

I see you look, but you dont really see
Even when Im standing in front of you
Are you that blind or just dont care
Do you see the scars my arms bare

I cut to survive
I cut because I do not want to die
I cant express in words what I feel
I will not die
I will hide the scars my arms bare

This is not your fault
Tho you may be a trigger
Its about me its about somthing bigger
its not about attention
tho some would be nice
its about how I feel
when I hold a knife
The release that I gain
as it slides across my skin
leaving the scars that my arms bare
jeng7623 jeng7623
26-30, F
3 Responses Nov 29, 2012

Thanks, I agree especially the part about " its not for attention tho some would be nice"! I feel that way all the time!

The release... Thank you for sharing, I can so easily relate. I don't know why we do this to ourselves, but it feels good to know I'm not so alone.

beautiful said, thank you for sharing.