I Dream of All the Things That...

I dream of all the things that could have been and of the things I might be albe to do still.  What if I just went and did what my heart desires to do.  but then what of all the people that I love in my life now.  So they are just dreams.....
thatweirdromanguy thatweirdromanguy
46-50, M
3 Responses Feb 23, 2007

I'm in the same boat.. Its like the whole time I could have pursued my dreams, I couldn't see them.. When I was finally able too, I had gained to many other responsibilities... Just keep those dreams alive.. You never know when an opportunity will present itself..!

hun you might be experiencing astral-projection. i would look it up and see if you can can relate to it.

ah, the fear of making yourself happy. what price does it come at and at whose expense. this would be the only time in my life where i wish that i didn't have children yet, because i want to be happy so badly that i could be the most selfish human being on earth. then a toy flies across the room, clanks the baby on the head, the screaming starts and i am reminded of all that i have to be thankful for, and dwell in that happiness until the next time i find my pitty pot. hmm, yeah- i feel ya