Trying to Analyze "Me"
i gave great thought (as i usually do) to why i jump off the handle with ppl. i'm hoping this isn't an excuse, but i think spending 6 yrs with a man who took every ounce of self esteem, self worth, and who i agreed with everything in order to make sure he was "happy" away from me, i have now taken it perhaps a step too far. don't get me wrong, in a sense i'm glad i met that er.."man", without him, i wouldn't have gone to a support group for emotionally and mentally abused women and learned exactly what i was really putting up with. however...becoming a stronger person is all good, i believe i'm taking the "your not gonna get to me" stand a little too far. *sigh*