Best Of Both Worlds.

My whole life is one big day dream.
I'm constantly dreaming of a life I'll never have.
A new beginning, a new ending.
I dream of falling in love with someone I can't ever have, he's already taken.
I dream of being any place but here, having any life but mine.
Though I'm stuck in the life I have, and there's no one to blame but myself.
Every outcome in my life, was a choice I made. I made an awful life for myself.
I think, I think way to much. I'm constantly picking at everything around me.
I'm over observant and I analyze everything that I come in contact with.
If you lied to me, I'll give myself a migraine thinking and eventually figure you out.
Thinking will be the death of me, as well dreaming of a life I'll never have.

ashlynnx ashlynnx
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 17, 2010

prob havnt had as hard a life as yu but i can relate to the daydreaming and analysing completley.. i think i wrote a story or confession on it

after 5 attempts at killing myself, and being in and out of rehab constantly.<br />
I'm still here and I don't even want to be here.

I think that's easier said than done. If you truly knew the past I've lived. I think you'd understand my problems.