Do I Think Too Much? I Think Not

My first story.

You guys are the first to hear whats beeen bugggin me for the longest, its been eating me alive knowing that i have all these thoughts and nobody to share them with. Well im glad i found this site. Because it allows me to express my thoughts to people who are LOOKING to hear and understand instead trying to express your thoughts to a friend who doesnt understand or who just plain doesnt care...

I believe that my mind far exceeds that of an average-minded teenager, or young adult.  Everything I encounter, always ends the same way. AND I MEAN EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE.   I've come to a point to where I observe & analyze everything that crosses my path UNTIL i find a purpose or an outcome. A solution as to why or HOW this has happened. CAUSE and EFFCT i guess some people would call it.

I take philosophies to the extreme. I Create my own sometimes out of reactions of anxiety. But i wont stop thinkin about something untill i find an answer. I get soo deep into a topic to where i Crave to know everything i can about it. LIke when your reading a really good book. You get to the climax part to where your craving to know more soo you read on until that craving feeling is fulfilled. And you feel better about yourselfThis is the same way i am when i daydream or think... Im known to be a really outgoing and shinning kid when im around ppl. I dont really have problems with meeting peopl. But there are time when im around other people and i analyze them and their just to see how they are. Kinda of like gettin to know somebody without actually "gettin to know them" ill sit there and observe there every action and then ill judge them slowly on what type of person they are.

KNOWLEDGE IS fullFilling and satisifying to me, but its not just school knowledge tht im talking about its more of people and knowing how the way things work in life itself in this WORLD.

I believe in findin the truth about the coverups that are in the world today. HOW FAR DO YOU take reality?


lostangel13 lostangel13
18-21, M
4 Responses Mar 1, 2010

Before I even finished reading your story, I had every intention to ask if you had looked into conspiracy theories. LOL By the end of your story; however, I see that it is very likely that you do. I think questioning things is good and not necessarily rebellious. It is good to bump into people who do not want to sit on the conveyer belts of life and keep up w/ the Jones' just because their last name is Jones. If they are the end all be all or if the answer is truth then ok, I'll comply. But I need to be convinced of the why before I do anything. Its my need to know that feeds this habit. I am uncomfortable being a follower who does not understand the why elements. I don't mind following, but there has to be some sort of just cause even if it is only my just cause. :) Welcome to a site where people talk to you based on who you are and not on who you know.

And your point is?<br />
I think you think far to much about things you know bugger-all about.<br />
Be more practical<br />
Grow up.<br />
After saying all that, I have added you to my circle!

yeaaaa its a pretty cool site.

Welcome, I too am glad I found this site<br />
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