Admitting Is the First Step.
OK I am addicted to many things. I started drinking and smoking pot around the age of 11/12. There is so much of my life that I don't remember. Started smoking cigarettes at 12 as well. When I was 13, I first tried coke, I also snorted Rids and tylenol 3.
I have battled this for a almost 5 years. It is crazy! I drink, do coke, and pop or sniff perks whenever I can get my hands on it. It is such a relief to feel the line go up your nose, and taste the drips. Gawd I love coke.
When I start drinking, it is like death to run out of booze or go to sleep, I just want to scream; same with the coke. I think about it everyday. It is so awesome to be ****** up.
I smoke pot everyday, I haven't gone a whole day sober in 5 years! When I think about it like that I feel horrible. I think about drugs everyday. Uhh this is hard. Especially because I don't look like a drug addict, you would pass me on the street and never know.
I am a drug addict;
it's my escape,
My worst enemy