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Sadly Me Too

Ive been taking drugs ever since i was 14.  I used to hang out with my older brother and all his mates, thus why I started so young, most of my friends were 16/17 before they even tried anything.  I used to just do drugs when I was going out, you know a social thing, lollies/acid/gear whatever I didnt really care it was all just for fun.  But...........for the last 3 years ive been smoking ice.  I dont know that im addicted, im the kind of person that can stop anything (if I really wanted to) Hell I smoked ciggies for 7 years and gave them up without any troubles what so ever, mind you my partner didnt smoke so that made it all the more easier. Bingo!!!  Theres the problem.  My partner smokes just as much as I do (if not more.)  I could give up if I put my mind to it and really really tried, but the thing is................................................                                             

DO I REALLY WANT TO???

blackmajick blackmajick 22-25, F 8 Responses Jul 3, 2008

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You Said Your Self You Have The Will power. Only Time Wil lTell. Your Right You dont Want to

i was the same age starting out...and i know exactly what you mean!!! i love drugs and the way that they make me feel...i hate the way people describe me on them and give me **** for doing them and i hate what i am willing to do for them..i totally understand where you are coming from! but it kind of sounds like you really could stop if you needed and wanted to

I'M A LITTLE OLDER THAN WHEN YOU STARTED. BUT I MAY BE YOUNGER BUT REAL TALK YOU CAN GET YOUR MIND TO QUIT SMOKING BUT CAN YOU GET YOUR BODY FROM WANTIN IT ? WITH ALL THE DRUGS UM DOING UM KINDA GETTIN TO THE POINT OF THE HARDER ONES WHEN YOU STOP AND THINK DO I EVEN WANT THIS FEELING ANYMORE. YOU SHOULD DO IT BUT EVERY TIME LESS AND LESS TILL THE HITS ARE SMALL ENOUGH TO SAY **** IT AND JUST QUIT AND NEVER LOOK BACK.

i was a drug addict and i was abit like you i thought i culd give up if i wanted and thats wot i told everyone it wasnt until it got out of hand and i lost my job, flat and people i cared about that i relised i was addicted but iv been clean now for nine months. i just take it a day at a time.

I am a recovered drug addict for 20 years, it was been a very long road. . . . .

Thanks for the comments guys. Ebuzz my past is already a pretty big trainwreck, believe it or not im actually doing better now than I was when I wasnt using so much. When I just used socially, I lived at my parents house, bummed off them because I didnt have a job and was too slack to find/keep one. But now ive been working for the last 3 years, dont live at home and keep a clean and tidy house for me, my partner and our 2 dogs. Im not proud of being an addict but I am proud of the fact that im not your usual 'dolebluddging' junkie.

if your thinking you 'might' be addicted then you probably are - be good to yourself bro, it's hard at first but does get easier as the days pass - it's the wreckage of your past that's hard *but* that alos gets easier with time....



good lcuk!!

give up, drugs are bad, u'll end up paying for it later...but do what ya want not my life