I Feel Like I Am A Emotional Mess

hmmm same here...m getting BORED!! I see the same faces every single day!! Follow the same boring schedule..collage life is supposed to be ROCKING!! Well..it is...right??

take it one day at a time . time can heal a lot of things .besides he will find out the grass wasnt as green on the other side as he though it was .good luck

Please research what "sociopath" is. I feel the same way and i discovered that my ex-boyfriend is a sociopath. They will leave you emotionally paralyzed. Just look it up and see if he feeds the description. They don't have to be serial killers. They are around us. 1 out of 25 people is a sociopath. It could be your neighbor.

If he is not (because if he is you would have to do something different to get over him) you need to love yourself first for the other person to love you.

Find out who you are what you like (do you still like the same things?) . The best way to do it is to write on the list of paper a question to answer "what is my life purpose?" don't think too much just write first thing that comes to mind.

From there you will sort out all other things, ppl in your life that are just cluster.

Wishing you the best!

I completely understand what you are going through. I see myself in part of your situation. But in my case the worse is I work in the same place with that person. So you can imagine how I am feeling everyday. But something really helps me is reading inspirational quotes, daily. Hope you step up and make the huge decision to get over it and move on. Some people meant to be in our lives but not to stay in. :)

I don't think your emotions are the problem. I know its not fun to feel like crying, but the emotions usually show up for a reason. It sounds like you hate your job, and its getting harder and harder to keep doing it around people you don't like. Thats REALLY understandable! And on top of it you think something is wrong with you. When we are happy, we know its because we are DOING something we like. When we are unhappy we try to say something is wrong with ourselves. No... Do you really like what you do or where you are? It might be time soon to think about that, because it sucks living like that every day. Is there anything you think you might like? Or even a fantasy of something that you think you wouldn't be able to have? Even if you are willing to think about it, it might help get things started. But its really up to what you want to do. Hating what you do would make anyone unhappy and feeling messed up. I know it sucks, but your emotions might be there to give you a push to make changes because your probably doing something that isn't you. I don't think its your emotions that are messed up... I think its probably your job that is the messed up thing. I hope you find your happiness :)