Guess What...

I come on here all the time, and in this group, most of what I see are those afraid of what they are or sorry for it..

I dont understand why..

You may be Fallen, but that doesnt necissarily mean you were wrong...

Pick your heads up and look again to the sky..

Do not let something as small and insignifigant as mankind tell you that you dont have the same worth you did so long ago..

They bring you down because they dont understand you..

They would sit in judgment of you.. for commiting, once, the same sins that they would repeat again and again in their own lives?

Kettle calling the pot black?

They are miniscule pieces of trash with an over inflated sense of importance..

They think that this entire universe, with its billions upon trillions of solar systems and stars were all created for them..

They have filled their heads with the idea that they are the special children...

Hmm.. why?

Because a book written by one of them says so..

Dont let them bring you down.. they are a bad joke..

And then there are the Love and Lighters... the one who think that we should act as hand servants for mankind..

The ones who think that everything is one big happy land of rainbows, happy bunnies, and unicorns

The after effects of a spiritual and emotional lobotomy..

Its sad really..

Stand proud.. Fallen does not mean you cannot pick yourself back up
Nox2102 Nox2102
31-35, M
20 Responses Jul 10, 2010

True that... That stupid "earth" person I wonder how her bullying others is about love, she clearly does NOT love herself nor is happy with herself... And yet is acting like such a child screaming for attention all about EGO, yes, about see the me, myself and I, but the ego can't have anything to do with "love" in this case can it, yes it can if she screams for attention in such wicked ways harassing others... Funny, she calls me a bully just to bully me, to scream for some more attention from me...okay whateva floats her boat!


Thanks for this, check my response to your story "the truth".

There you go ... I'm proud of you.

lmao hee hee... can't drink now, already have a hangover because of last night... it is early morning where I live, just before dawn...

... i mean drink to celebrate rolf

... what ROLLING ON lying FLoor... I must have been lying on some lying foundation rofl

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Been struggling with my love and light side,
My good side that wants to peace up the place...
Making want to fall in love and love everyone literally to "death" causing your own demise,
Living in la la la world thinking all is well in the romantic lane...
But it simply isn't...
You have to deal with the reality of the situation sooner or later,
Get yourself off that "high of a pedestal" of butterflies, fluff and love...
This thing I have to dwell of in dream world whenever I am in love despite me knowing the person is not good for me still believing they are "good" while their actions speak louder than words...
It doesn't help me, it only makes me more sad by being in denial of the hard cold and dark facts about the person!!!

...This love and light side of me MAKING ME love the sh..I..t out of people really just gets me into the sh.....it.. I've found.. In to over my head... F..u..ckk them and f..uck my good side for allowing it!

You're right, you do have o face reality and darkness.

You have to see the world for what it is and humanity for what they are.

But you have to keep enough to yourself to at least have mental peace my friend.

Life is going to torture us enough with its everyday frustrations.

Don't beat yourself up for wanting better.

Piece of advice I live by, "Expect the best from everyone. But plan for their worst"

..The bible also teaches "charity begins at home" no? First love yourself before you can love another... I have learned through self-love you can inspire people, even if the Ego is perceived as darkness and shutting off to others, you can learn others to love themselves and find wholeness within them through it.
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Yes, but it's balance like anything else. Self love can become addictive to the point that it becomes our focus and thus the ego takes control.

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Well said sunshine!!!!

We are here because we seek,
Not merely because we want to help others,
But because we want to help ourselves through our searching,
In thus doing we inspire others to do the same...

Can't search without applying the help you give others to yourself...
Wicked circle...

Too true.
How many times is our anger with others simply a reflection of our own disgust with ourselves?

Yep I am sick of my love and lighter side, this peace thing and only seeing the good in people makes you blind and you could only end up hurting yourself and others if you can't warn them about the darkness in others because you refuse to see it!!!

I agree completely.

I lived in denial of what I am,<br />
Even went Christian,<br />
But that is f...u...cking joke too...<br />
I think some hide behind the "I want to be good and do good"<br />
To run away from what they really are....<br />
There are people that want to do good,<br />
But they are NOT ALL PURE,<br />
And mainly seek self-recognition,<br />
It is not about GOD but about their little blogs and writing talent,<br />
A competition whose the biggest artist,<br />
Who has the most fans ob<x>jectifying their divinity and "unique insights on life"...<br />
Sorry those who write books to "love and light" and even blogs have ONE GOAL in mind and that is self-ob<x>jectifying worship...<br />
Look at me, look at me...<br />
Signed at the end with said name wannabe writer(s)...<br />
Aren't I unique...<br />
Do you think you will be better than aristotle, pathagoras, or whatever philosopher going up in history for writing just one book,<br />
Just one tsunami and all your dairies and hard work would be swept away what are you going to do then?<br />
Just one house burn and all your flashdrives and journals destroyed, what you gonna do then without your "poetry" that made you half god?<br />
Isn't God greater than your blogs, books and journals?<br />
And they call themselves angels and they place more importance on their own writings than on GOD?<br />
You think you are going to take your journals with?<br />
It weighs you down man, and all the time spent on EP to tell one's story, who the f...u...c...k cares? We are but an "ant" not even so small are we in comparison to God!

Angels huh?<br />
Fallen?<br />
Cant get back up?<br />
I don´t have a single idea of this matter. In fact I shouldn´t be here in the first place. i don´t consider myself an angel, much less a fallen one. And in reality I don´t care much. Even if in this life there are angels in the form of humans. In the end we are all the same. why? because we are all here. We can love the same way, cry the same way, we all have red blood don´t we?The universe wasn´t created for us. In fact we haven,t even finished learning about ourselves, much less about the world. It is indeed a fact that we are not alone and that we are not the center of the universe. But if you think you are more important than the rest of humanity because you are a fallen angel, you are not because you,ve been reduced to the same as we are... humans

hmm,<br />
@Abaddon (sorry i spell it the traditional way)<br />
ok the caveman thing goin pretty strongly there, utu hey, i can understand how mystik would get to you. especially by messing with people you seem obviously to care about.<br />
on the other hand,<br />
@ mysitk, you might want to listen to Anachel, you dont know all there is to know on the subject of Abaddon, or anyone on this site for that matter.<br />
you might run up on the wrong person at the wrong time..<br />
then find out what rage really is.<br />
in the words of Anachel :<br />
im just sayin

Rotten dementia is right...<br />
So now there is another religious cult I have to worry about. <br />
I'm no going to debate your dazzling ideas about yourself, because I don't care what you believe but when you talk like there is some war or destruction you are planning or are going to participate in, you sound like Hitler. Sad. Have your cult but leave us humans Aline. Btw, what special powers did you get fir being an angel-just curious.

Rotten dementia is right...<br />
So now there is another religious cult I have to worry about. <br />
I'm no going to debate your dazzling ideas about yourself, because I don't care what you believe but when you talk like there is some war or destruction you are planning or are going to participate in, you sound like Hitler. Sad. Have your cult but leave us humans Alone. Btw, what special powers did you get forbeing an angel-just curious

Mystikrage,<br />
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This will be the last time that I acknowledge you. You are less that the crap that I wipe from the bottom of my shoes. <br />
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You think that people fear you?<br />
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I don't fear you little witch. <br />
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You are nothing more than an uneducated weakling who spends her life in submission to others, so she comes on the internet to be abusive and try to make herself feel powerful.<br />
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You think that others respect you on this site? They do not. They pity you or they abhor you.<br />
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The only people who would respect a creature such as yourself are those too pathetic to even think for themselves.<br />
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Last but not least.<br />
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You fuc.k with my little sister Sefriel again. and I will hunt you down and skin you while you scream you overbearing, self inflated, c.unt<br />
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Think I cant

Wouldn't it simply be better to come together as one than to try to pick a side?<br />
I hope you find your peace Abbadon.<br />
Don't be so angry. <br />
If you truly are an angel, I would hope that you get back to the being of spiritual love that you were at the beginning

I would never say i'm better than and angel fallen or otherwise. i think most humans are just ignorant and afriad of what they don't understand, so they try to put others down. trust me i know what its like to beat down. i've been told more then once i'm going to hell for jsut being myself and questioning others veiws. Its not fun. you just have to pick yourself up and keep moving on.

It doesn't matter what we were before as much it matters what we are now.<br />
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If you were a demon, that doesn't mean you must be a demon.<br />
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Because if you were, you came here to change yourself, you got a second chance. So why should you seek destruction and hate when first you camed here for love and light?<br />
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Sorry for the previsious coments if they hurted you in any way.<br />
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Good luck in your jorney!

Not all of us humans are like that. Some of us actually think different and wouldn't ever bring you down. We don't know much to be judging you. I believe that if you don't know who or what you are judging...then don't judge at all

Abbadon if i would listen to your s h i t then you will be the first on my killing list. And i would just say "Hehe, another idiot less... I am a fallen angel, it's what i like to do, eh? ... kill, kill..."<br />
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When idiots like you live, the earth is humanity is falling. <br />
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Why?<br />
because you arer the tipe of the fat-guy who judge everybody, but never looks at himself.<br />
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Whay rare you so retards and why do you keep loving to be weak?<br />
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Idiot cowards!

You know.. its not fair making me smile when Im trying to be angry..<br />
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You are the exception to so many of the rules.. and it is one thing that draws me to you.. you are my balance..<br />
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I agree to disagree with you.. im sure it is simply our different perspectives.. but as Alexis loves to point out.. we will go around in circles for eternity with this one..<br />
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I stick to what I originally said however... Fallen need to pick themselves up, dust themselves off, and quit allowing themselves to be the doormat for tohers.. human, angelic, or otherwise.<br />
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You fell because of your passion.. right or wrong... find that passion again

Yes.. I do say Multiverse.. and yes, as we have talked about it many times, you know that I believe in it as well. But this is where our perspectives differ. you have your head quite literally in the clouds, while I have mine firmly planted firmly on the ground. <br />
I look to the future, but I live in the present. I plan.. I calculate... I ready myself for whats to come.. but while you love and lighters are reactionary.. I am pre-emptive..

Heh, are you really turing my words against me?<br />
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I know about the universes Anachel.. but you must concentrate on where you are and what your possible future could be. At this time I am here, so here is where my concerns need to lie.

Why would be so caught up in it? Why shouldnt we be?<br />
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There are many things that you and I agree upon Anachel but, obviously, this is not one of them.<br />
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And you are right on one point. tolerance of others is best.<br />
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But you yourself have seen the "tolerance" that we have to deal with.<br />
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And what would be your advice? Turn the other cheek?<br />
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As far as the Father and what He would want...<br />
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As far as I am concerned... He has shown himself to be an Dead Beat Dad.<br />
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Absent at best, and bipolar at worst.<br />
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My concerns about what He wants went by the wayside a long time ago..

Abbadon, The Father, he loves all of his children equally, he always has... God is the Truth, there is no need for him to have to change. I believe He loves humans, demons angels and the fallen all the same. His love is beyond our comprehension. I understand that things must of happened to you... I understand that you are angry over so much of this glorious potential people waste, but he is not absent, do not give up your hope.

Harrow, Marksman.

Yes.. do ask the Fallen...<br />
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I have had enough of the belief that the meek and humble shall inherit the earth. Do you know what the meek and humble inherit?<br />
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They inherit the animosity and bullying of the strong.<br />
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Of course those who would rule would rather that they stay meek... that makes them tractable... easy to control and easy to put down should they do something that goes against the status quo<br />
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The Fallen have done this for way too long..

i would never presume to say that i was better than an angel. fallen or otherwise. not all people are bad. some of us don't act like the rest of them. and some don't even know any better