So Long

I've been reading fanfiction for 10 years now and now that I Ebook it's followed me every where. It's always been an escape for me, and is certainly an addiction, but one I would not give up for the world. I'm incredibly picky though, about the quality of the story and about the subject. Right now I only read fanfiction on Final Fantasy, Dragon Age and Zelda. I only write fanfiction on these subjects as well.

Fanfiction started out as a new outlet for my emotions and it was so easy to get lost in this new world. Suffering from mild aspergers syndrome I have always had difficulty making friends and personal relationships, so fanfictin gave this new life where I could imagine myself in a world where I wasn't different.

It's become a problem now, where I don't leave my home without my EBook, but it's an addiction I don't want to give up. I have very little hope in finding someone who can put up with my unusual behavior and lack of empathy,  so fanfiction really feels like the only way to have a relationship.
TypeZero TypeZero
22-25, F
Aug 26, 2013