I'm Really Starting to Believe It.

~ My life hasn't been the easiest, or the hardest really. I have always been "sensitive", even as a child. I have this part of me inside that is easily hurt & tends to blame herself for all the wrongs done to her. Like it's somehow all her fault. I have to come to realize since joining EP & getting to know all the wonderful people here (& some A*ses) that I'm not that different in my daily struggles then anyone else. We all have parts of ourselves that are hidden away. It's what makes all of us human. The bad things that happened to me when I was young, & even now, aren't & never were my fault. There is nothing "wrong" with me. I am a fantastic girl. I still have a lot to learn in this game called life...........But I find that I'm actually looking forward to the lessons. I know after all I've been through, I am a survivor & I am proud of all I've accomplished in the 37 years I've been on this earth. It may not be the "normal" stuff, but that's ok.... I've never claimed to be "normal". Don't know if I'd want to really..... Seems kinda boring. lol. ~

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3 Responses Mar 15, 2009

I'm glad you've come to accept yourself as you are :)

Yup...It's official....you are one fantastic girl, it's nice to realise that most of us arent that different :-)

Nice write up. I have to agree. So much of what we experience is not that different from others. There are details that are unique, but in the day to day living, we tend to be a lot a like.<br />
But for the idiots of the world, they are their own curse.