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Attempting The Cross To Ana...

Yes, I would rather be anorexic..than be what I am now. I'm only 13, 5'1 and I weigh over 150LBS. My goal weight is 100LBS. I hate the way I look. I hate the flab that hangs over my waistband. I hate that my hipbones don't show. And I hate that my collar bone doesn't show. I hate not having a thigh gap. I just hate being the way I am. I am...a fat girl. :/
iLoveSketti iLoveSketti 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10, 2012

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Im also 13 and 150 pounds but im losing weight everyday and i know how you feel , i hate the way i look too. But please continue to be strong, it 'll be worth it

Please don't become anorexic! I was and it was the worst thing ever. I'm 5'10" and about 210 lbs so I'm definitely a "big" girl. It's not about the thigh gap, the hip bone showing, or the collarbone. It's about loving who you are, beautiful inside and out.