I Know I'm Fat

But I don't think I'm ready to accept it. I'm only 18 years old! I want to feel hot. I want to look hot. I weighed in today for the first time in about... 6 months? I weigh a whopping 195 pounds with NO clothes on! And I'm only 5'0" I have been doing the 10K a day challege. Where I walk 10,000 steps a day or more. I've only been doing it for about... 5 days or so. But I've exceeded 10,000 everyday. Not by alot. But I have. I'm hoping that, plus controlling what I eat, NOT changing what I eat, but controlling it, will help me get down to maybe 130 by summer!

I know that's a long shot, But I just want to feel beautiful!

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18-21
3 Responses Mar 15, 2009

you are absolutely stunning. i think it's great that you have your goal and know where you want to go with it. keep at it, even if it gets tough, and in the meantime try to love yourself as you are and not be too hard on yourself if you have any setbacks. best of luck, i know you can do it! :)

I also saw the pictures and I agree with birdamer. Just remember this though: the key to losing weight is persistence. Even if it's a slow progression, keep persisting (at a safe rate) because it will be worth it in the end. :)

I think you carry your weight very well because you do not look fat at all, I think you are beautiful.