I Am a Female Exhibitionist
So I've always been jealous of girls with big boobs. Not because I don't like my body - I love my body: 5'3", 107 lbs, small boobs, tiny/skinny, with a little bubble of a butt. I was envious because they've always been able to show off. Cleavage, super low-cut tops and tiny bikini tops have been socially acceptable for a long time now.
I have always been a "butt girl", haha. For me, the thought of showing off my *** to men (and women) is one of the sexiest and most erotic things in the world. I would let my panties stick out of my pants from time-to-time, but that didn't really do it for me. I wanted to show off my *** cheeks. I wanted to wear something so tiny that the entire bottom half of my *** was exposed.
This was never an option until the beginning of last summer. Almost overnight I began seeing "cheeky" bikinis popping up on mainstream swimsuit websites like Victoria Secret and Pacsun. I remember the feeling the first time I saw VS advertise cheeky bottoms. I was hanging out at my friend Jenna's house going through her VS bikini catalog and suddenly I was face-to-face with the most revealing bikinis I've ever seen.
It was almost overwhelming - how aroused I got. Not from the photos, but the swirl of thoughts going through my head: "Is this really allowed?", "Can I wear these on the beach?...in front of my friends?...in front of their boyfriends?", "Is there something even smaller that is acceptable?".
I have to admit, I was so distracted and so horny that I made up an excuse and got out of there. I went home and immediately started looking at bikini bottoms online. I was so overwhelmed that I even *********** while shopping for the perfect bottoms!
So I found them, and they put the VS bikinis to shame. They were so small that I was starting to get nervous at the thought of wearing them in public, but that nervous feeling was so exciting. I ordered an extra-small to make sure that they would be really tiny and selected overnight shipping because I couldn't wait a second longer. I wanted to try them on so bad.
When they arrived, wow. Just wow. They were light blue side-tie, brazilian bottoms with elastic scrunch going up the middle that made them go even farther up my *** crack and expose even more of my cheeks. Before I even looked at them in the mirror I started getting wet at the feeling of them on my butt, or should i say, not on my butt. When I looked in the mirror my first reaction was "no ******* way can I actually do this". I even packed them back up to return them, but my desires got the better of the situation and they went into my closet instead (though I was still certain I would never wear them out).
Over the next few weeks I put them on constantly to look at myself in the mirror. I imagined myself at the beach or Jenna's boyfriend's pool. I watch myself as I walked, bent over, laid down, etc. I couldn't believe how revealing they were during these basic actions that would certainly occur if I were to wear them out in public. The material covering my crack towards the bottom of my butt was so small that when I bent over or got up from laying down, you could see the wrinkles of my ******* stick out from behind the bikini bottoms. I don't think this would ever typically happen with these bottoms, but I ordered them so, so small..and I guess I kind of have the type of ******* that peaks out :) (i already knew this from wearing thong panties).
The thought of exposing my butt cheeks in public is one thing, but the thought of my butthole being visible made me hornier than I had ever felt before in my life. I imagined being on the beach with a bunch of friends and several strangers near by. I slip off my shorts with my back to the group. I take my time as i slip them off of my feet, bending over and feeling the open breeze against my exposed *** cheeks. I lay my towel out and lay on my stomach quickly - I don't want to show too much just yet. I tan my bare butt for a while and can feel the glances from all directions - both my girl and boy friends, and complete strangers. I notice the guys in my group "repositioning" their blankets so that they have a good view of ***. Two of the guys without girlfriends are even daring enough to lay on their stomachs with their heads right below my feet, staring up my legs at my exposed cheeks and the tiny piece of light blue material that goes down my crack and triangles over my *****.
After lying in the sun for a while, I decide its time to get up. As I begin the motion, I keep my knees exactly where they are and bend back towards the two boys behind me so that I am bring my *** even closer to them. I arch my back slightly and drag the process out...playing aloof to the situation. I can feel the boys' eyes glued to my ***. Their hearts are pounding and they can't believe what they are seeing. While on my hands and knees, I fake a text message so I can pause, slide backwards a tiny bit more and drop into the "frog" position. This pushes my *** out farther. I stay frozen like this for a few moments, fully aware that my outer ******* is now peaking out from behind the bikini material. I slowly press the back of my feet against my *** and use them to spread my cheeks apart, exposing my ******* to the guys even more . My spread *** is now no more than a foot away from their faces. I compose myself enough to start a conversation with Jenna so I can stay in this position longer. I make little casual swaying movements back and forth that nonchalantly drive my bathing suit farther into the crack of my ***. With every sway, more and more of my anus becomes exposed. I also inch backwards with each movement until my butt is about 8 inches from their eyes, giving them the chance to get a really close look at my bare skin. I can feel their hearts beating so fast. The feeling of seeing something you're not supposed to. Their thoughts swirling in their heads: "I can't believe this is happening", "I can't believe she is wearing that.", "Does she know how exposed she is?" They think its an accident, an amazing gift, a bikini trend.
These thoughts put me over the edge...I decided to wear these in public.
I began to yearn for that feeling of showing off. It excited me, and I wanted it more and more. I decided my debut of wearing this bikini would be "all out". I wasn't going to waste this exhilaration on a low-key outing. I wanted the opportunity to act out my fantasies.
Jenna, her boyfriend, another couple, and about 6 other friends (mostly guys) were planning a trip to the beach in a few weeks and I decided to save them for that. I'll write again soon to let you know what actually happened.
I have always been a "butt girl", haha. For me, the thought of showing off my *** to men (and women) is one of the sexiest and most erotic things in the world. I would let my panties stick out of my pants from time-to-time, but that didn't really do it for me. I wanted to show off my *** cheeks. I wanted to wear something so tiny that the entire bottom half of my *** was exposed.
This was never an option until the beginning of last summer. Almost overnight I began seeing "cheeky" bikinis popping up on mainstream swimsuit websites like Victoria Secret and Pacsun. I remember the feeling the first time I saw VS advertise cheeky bottoms. I was hanging out at my friend Jenna's house going through her VS bikini catalog and suddenly I was face-to-face with the most revealing bikinis I've ever seen.
It was almost overwhelming - how aroused I got. Not from the photos, but the swirl of thoughts going through my head: "Is this really allowed?", "Can I wear these on the beach?...in front of my friends?...in front of their boyfriends?", "Is there something even smaller that is acceptable?".
I have to admit, I was so distracted and so horny that I made up an excuse and got out of there. I went home and immediately started looking at bikini bottoms online. I was so overwhelmed that I even *********** while shopping for the perfect bottoms!
So I found them, and they put the VS bikinis to shame. They were so small that I was starting to get nervous at the thought of wearing them in public, but that nervous feeling was so exciting. I ordered an extra-small to make sure that they would be really tiny and selected overnight shipping because I couldn't wait a second longer. I wanted to try them on so bad.
When they arrived, wow. Just wow. They were light blue side-tie, brazilian bottoms with elastic scrunch going up the middle that made them go even farther up my *** crack and expose even more of my cheeks. Before I even looked at them in the mirror I started getting wet at the feeling of them on my butt, or should i say, not on my butt. When I looked in the mirror my first reaction was "no ******* way can I actually do this". I even packed them back up to return them, but my desires got the better of the situation and they went into my closet instead (though I was still certain I would never wear them out).
Over the next few weeks I put them on constantly to look at myself in the mirror. I imagined myself at the beach or Jenna's boyfriend's pool. I watch myself as I walked, bent over, laid down, etc. I couldn't believe how revealing they were during these basic actions that would certainly occur if I were to wear them out in public. The material covering my crack towards the bottom of my butt was so small that when I bent over or got up from laying down, you could see the wrinkles of my ******* stick out from behind the bikini bottoms. I don't think this would ever typically happen with these bottoms, but I ordered them so, so small..and I guess I kind of have the type of ******* that peaks out :) (i already knew this from wearing thong panties).
The thought of exposing my butt cheeks in public is one thing, but the thought of my butthole being visible made me hornier than I had ever felt before in my life. I imagined being on the beach with a bunch of friends and several strangers near by. I slip off my shorts with my back to the group. I take my time as i slip them off of my feet, bending over and feeling the open breeze against my exposed *** cheeks. I lay my towel out and lay on my stomach quickly - I don't want to show too much just yet. I tan my bare butt for a while and can feel the glances from all directions - both my girl and boy friends, and complete strangers. I notice the guys in my group "repositioning" their blankets so that they have a good view of ***. Two of the guys without girlfriends are even daring enough to lay on their stomachs with their heads right below my feet, staring up my legs at my exposed cheeks and the tiny piece of light blue material that goes down my crack and triangles over my *****.
After lying in the sun for a while, I decide its time to get up. As I begin the motion, I keep my knees exactly where they are and bend back towards the two boys behind me so that I am bring my *** even closer to them. I arch my back slightly and drag the process out...playing aloof to the situation. I can feel the boys' eyes glued to my ***. Their hearts are pounding and they can't believe what they are seeing. While on my hands and knees, I fake a text message so I can pause, slide backwards a tiny bit more and drop into the "frog" position. This pushes my *** out farther. I stay frozen like this for a few moments, fully aware that my outer ******* is now peaking out from behind the bikini material. I slowly press the back of my feet against my *** and use them to spread my cheeks apart, exposing my ******* to the guys even more . My spread *** is now no more than a foot away from their faces. I compose myself enough to start a conversation with Jenna so I can stay in this position longer. I make little casual swaying movements back and forth that nonchalantly drive my bathing suit farther into the crack of my ***. With every sway, more and more of my anus becomes exposed. I also inch backwards with each movement until my butt is about 8 inches from their eyes, giving them the chance to get a really close look at my bare skin. I can feel their hearts beating so fast. The feeling of seeing something you're not supposed to. Their thoughts swirling in their heads: "I can't believe this is happening", "I can't believe she is wearing that.", "Does she know how exposed she is?" They think its an accident, an amazing gift, a bikini trend.
These thoughts put me over the edge...I decided to wear these in public.
I began to yearn for that feeling of showing off. It excited me, and I wanted it more and more. I decided my debut of wearing this bikini would be "all out". I wasn't going to waste this exhilaration on a low-key outing. I wanted the opportunity to act out my fantasies.
Jenna, her boyfriend, another couple, and about 6 other friends (mostly guys) were planning a trip to the beach in a few weeks and I decided to save them for that. I'll write again soon to let you know what actually happened.
By:
TaraBurns
Age:
22-25
,
Female
