Can I Handle It?
I have been with the same guy for a year and a half. He just turned 20 and I will be 19 this summer. Even though we are young, we do talk about getting engaged and getting married someday. He is currently an on call firefighter but plans on being a full time firefighter for a big department someday. I've always supported his career choice and I love that he wants to save lives. He's honestly my hero and I feel like I constantly have a guardian angel looking over me. I'm so in love with him but I get nervous thinking about his job. I want to have a family someday with him and recently I've been thinking about it a lot. It will break my heart to not be able to fall asleep next to him every night. I know he's doing what he loves and that it's a good thing, it just makes me nervous.