And Iwill Never Admit This To Someone I Know.
I'm actually incredibly emotionally vunerable, in fact i am vunerable emotionally, socially, financially and many other ways. I never let many people in even those few people that i have known for years still dont know me truly. If people knew how vunerable i really am, i would probably wanna be sucked up by the earth and would feel even more vunerable. I'm not sure if this trait of mine is good or bad but nonetheless its part of me. And i suppose the lucky people who will eventually get to know the real me,will in fact be very lucky and priviledged because i just will not let hardly anyone get to close and you could say i have a serious lack of trust with people which is true. But i value my privacy, probably to a fault. But hey.