Two Girls Holding Hands.So as you know, im also a girl in love with a girl. Im more than mature for my age, and ive only truly been in love with one guy, a guy who i still share feelings for today, as does he. As i progressed through high school, i found the guys to be so immature and careless about education and later discovered the guy i loved was in a new relationship. i felt lonely even though i had friends. but then...i met her. she was my best friend, literally we were two complete different people but we somehow clicked. a couple of months later, she confessed she had been liking me since we met, this girl is beautiful not to mention. so i was like a bit creeped out because its against my morals to date another girl, but i spent the night at her house hoping we'll straighten things out, unfortunately everything led another way and now we've been in a relationship for two years. as time went by, i noticed a change in her...she was very jealous, but i spent everyday with her. problem is that im deeply attached to this girl, but i have higher expectations for myself. i believe i deserve a husband, children, a family, and its really hard to let go of her, i sometimes even wish to spend my life with her, and i dont like to wish that. so one night my ex called me, poured his heart out and has been trying to see me. a guy i had been in love with for more than three years...im confused, unsure of what to do. i love my girlfriend to death regardless of the times she's hurt me, i wish there were more like her and its a shame a girl can exceed a mans standards...but the one guy i love, is at the palm of my hands, he knows about me and her and doesnt judge me about it he understands, but my gf hates him to death.....i really need advice.
TheGroovalogistGirl 16-17 10 Responses 0 Jul 12, 2010