She Hasn't Talked to Me In 2 Years!
When I was a junior in high school i met the girl who would become my best friend. I immediately realized I felt differently for her than other people and years later I had ot admit to myself that i had fallen in love with her. I'm not in to labels, cliche, i know, but its true. I have loved guys and I definitly love this girl, but it should be about the person and not their organs. Anyway, our senior year of college i finally had ot admit to her that i was in love with her. That was a little over 2 years ago and we havent talked since, really. I have written to her and i never get a response. I havent written to her in over a year and now she lives with her boyfriend/finacee from what i hear. I want to write her and ask her to start over with me. At least give me a chance to get some closure and end things on a better note. I'm willing ot lie and tell her it was all a phase, but thats wrong because it wasnt. I'm afraid I will never love anyone ever again the way i love her and i'm hoping maybe talking to her one last time might help me to get over that.
I'm debating my decision to write to her. Any advice on what i should say? I dont wanna sound desperate or like im expecting anything.