What Is And What Will Probably Never Be
It is the way you talk to me that has kept our friendship real for so long. The words intermingle in spaces of time like a dance between us. You fully understand me as I do you. When we are out together nothing else matters I am truly focused on you as you are on me. You know me so well as I do you but I have never said the words I need to say to you. I need to tell you that I want you so badly. I think you already know by your subtle flirting but I am too scared to make a move. You have opened conversations that have given me so many chances to say what I feel but I keep holding back. Im waiting for you to ask me so I can gladly say yes but you only hint you never take it further which aches inside of me. If only we can reach that moment together, the moment when it just comes together, until that happens we will never be. It is so sad to know that we would be great together but I'm always unsure of your intentions. Please let me know. I need you. I cannot continue this the way it is it hurts too much.